[Fanfic] What's your secret?
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raiu_deluxeTitle: What's your secret?
Pairing: Nissy/Shinjiro
Rating: Adult
Warnings: Explicit descriptions
Summary: Shinjiro is a little surprised by Nissy's sudden questions...
In the time that I'd known known him I never thought he do to me what he did that night.
It's not that I didn't want him to. Man, I so wanted him to. He had been the focus of my more mature dreams and fantasies since the summer we met when I was just sixteen. He was always so happy and energetic. Nothing ever seemed to depress him. If life pushed him down, he'd get up, dust himself off and just continue on.
He'd always been more childish than me, despite being two years older. I guess it's just who he is. That's why it surprised me when he'd spoke to me that day.
For us it was now considered normal to go off and spend a day or two making a music video. It was almost like a routine. We'd get up, dress in casual clothes, wash, hop in the cars, arrive, change into the PV stuff, get a quick rundown on what to do and do it. Simple.
That day it was the PV 'Let it beat!'. It was a real dance-type song, which is where I shine, I guess. I suppose I can sing ok but dancing is really my speciality. I'd known him over a year then so I'd gotten used to his cute little smile and his cute voice. He was his regular self as the shooting began and proceeded. We were on lunch break when we went outside. I was walking around on my own, getting some air when he approached me. His blonde hair was ruffling in the breeze, his usual smile on his face.
"Hey," he said cheerfully.
"Hey," I said back, my stomach beginning it's usual series of back-flips around him.
We stood for a moment in silence, looking over at the others crowded around the lunch table.
"How well do you think you know them?" He asked suddenly.
He was still smiling as he looked at me inquiringly for an answer.
"W-well, I-I guess-" I stammered dumbly. "I guess I know them enough. I don't think I know everything about them but everyone has secrets from people, right?"
He didn't reply but he looked happy with my answer.
I felt like something was wrong. This was way to serious for him. I was about to ask if he was ok but he started first.
"Do you have secrets?"
He was smiling at me again but it was a different smile, a knowing smile.
"Li-like what?" I stammered again.
He shrugged. "I don't know. Maybe about someone you like?"
I didn't answer.
Yes I had a secret. A huge secret. A secret that I had mixed feelings about. I knew I liked him. I liked him a lot. And I like girls too but I don't like them the way that I like him.
"Having a good day?" he asked.
He changed. The seriousness was gone. He was his old self again, smiling cutely.
It thought about what he said the rest of the day. Everyone kept asking if I was ok on the ride home. Even he was concerned, like I was feeling sick or something. I guess he thought it was nothing to do with our earlier conversation.
We got back to the house we all shared. I quickly headed for the bathroom I share with him and Mitsu. I was seriously jealous of Mitsu. He had Nishi practically to himself. They were really close. Everyone in the band thinks that they're an item, despite the fact that they say they aren't. I guess they could be having casual sex with no strings attached because when they disappear for long periods of time they both return with huge smiles on their faces.
I turned on the shower to let it warm up and began stripping off. I guess you couldn't say that I was particularly attractive, maybe when the camera hit me the right way but I really didn't care. I thought I was ok. I had just stripped to my boxers when there was a knock at the door.
"Yeah?" I called.
The voice of Misako Uno, our lead female vocalist, called back.
"Hey, we're going out for a while," she informed me through the door. "You want us to wait for you?"
It was tempting but I'd rather have my shower then lay in bed and watch Naruto or something.
"Nah," I called back. "But thanks."
"Ok, see you later."
I heard her walk away as a stripped off my boxers. I looked at myself in the mirror (after I wiped the condensation from it). I suppose I wasn't so bad looking. I didn't have a six pack or anything like that but I wasn't carrying any extra weight either. I was small and thin with black hair and dark eyes. I was maybe a little runty but my little bubble butt more that made up for that I thought. My... 'equipment' was pretty much ok too. Average size from what I'd seen on the internet. (Pretend you never read that, ok?)
There was another knock at the door.
"What?" I asked.
"Can I come in to brush my teeth?"
My eyes widened. It was him. It was him and there I was standing buck naked looking at myself in the mirror.
"Ah, sure," I called without thinking. "Hang on."
I grabbed one of the towels and tied it firmly around my waist before unlocking the door.
He was standing there in just a pair of comfy shorts with a warm smile on his lips.
"Sorry," he said as I let him in. "I just wanna wash up before I go to bed."
"Oh, ok," I said as I watched him walk to the sink. I could see every detail of his butt in the shorts he was wearing. I'm sure you've seen those animes were characters see someone hot and their nose starts to bleed. Well in real life, the blood in a male goes into something that is not on your face, if you catch my meaning.
I turned away so he wouldn't see the tent forming in the towel.
"I-I thought you were going out," I stammered once again that day.
"Din wanna go," he said with his toothbrush in his mouth. He spit then continued. "I wasn't in the mood. Kinda tired after shooting and everything. So it's just me and you tonight."
He poured mouth wash into his mouth and gargled before spitting it into the sink. He rinsed his mouth with some water then headed for the door but stopped and looked at me.
"You didn't answer my question," he said simply.
"Huh?" I asked before remembering the conversation from before.
"Well, yeah I have secrets," I said in a would be calm voice. "Doesn't everyone?"
He nodded but he still didn't leave. When he spoke next his voice was different and his eyes were staring right into mine.
"What's your secret, Shin?"
I was hit off-guard. I felt my face blush but I didn't move it. His eyes were so beautiful, I didn't want to stop looking into them.
"Am I your secret?" he asked in the same voice.
He walked forward shutting the door behind him. My heart was beating so fast. He was no more than a few centimetres from me. I could feel the heat from his body and smell the mint mouthwash on his breath.
A second later his body was on mine, his chest against mine, his lips on mine. I was frozen with shock. I wanted this for so long but now that it was finally happening I had no idea what to do.
Our kiss broke after a while. I could taste the toothpaste on my lips. His eyes bored into mine as his finger traced the outline of my mouth.
"Is this your secret, Shin?" he asked again. "Because it's mine."
I was ready for the next one. The moment I felt his lips on mine I opened them and allowed his tongue to enter. Our tongues rubbed against each other as they explored the hot caverns. More than once I moaned at the feeling of his skin on mine.
Again our kiss broke. We looked at each other, both panting slightly.
"This is it, Nissy," I whispered. "This is my secret. I want you."
Nissy smiled. "Good. I want you too."
We kissed briefly before Nissy attacked my skin with his mouth. He knew what he was doing. His tongue swiped every sensitive point on my neck before reaching my hard nipples. He took one into his mouth and the out with his finger and thumb. I moaned loudly, extremely glad everyone else had left.
He switched, giving the other nipple the same treatment. He came back up and kissed me hard. I could feel the passion. He too had wanted this for a long time.
He drew apart again as we looked into each others eyes. I knew what he was asking. I nodded.
His hands snaked down my chest to the towel around my waist. Slowly he pulled it open before letting it drop to the floor. My heart missed a beat as Nissy looked . Suddenly I felt embarrassed. I moved my hands to cover myself but Nissy stopped me.
Holding my hands he sank to his knees. Looking right at me he moved forward and took my throbbing erection into his mouth. I moaned loudly as the sudden heat. Nissy knew what he was doing. He knew which way to move his tongue so that it brushed my shaft and sent tingles down my spine. He kissed, licked and sucked every bit of my hardness before once again taking it into his mouth and sucking hard.
I would have came then and there had I not been so determined to do more. Nissy pulled back one final time and came back for my lips. I could taste myself on his lips but I didn't care. Once we broke again I dropped to my knees. I hadn't noticed before the tent in his shorts. It was easily bigger than mine.
I reached into the waistband and pulled. Nissy's own hard dick sprang out. He was bigger than me but not by much. I took a moment to look at him fully before bringing my mouth around his manhood. I tried to do what he did but I knew I wasn't doing such a good job however Nissy still moaned and mewled.
I soon stopped, fearing that I wasn't actually giving him any pleasure. Again we kissed while slowly stroking each other's shaft. We broke apart once more.
There was something I wanted to do. I really did. But I didn't know if he would go for it. To embarrassed to simply ask I walked to the sink, put my hands on it and exposed my bubble butt to Nissy. I think he understood for a moment later I felt his wet finger enter me.
I moaned. It hurt a bit but not much. He inserted a second finger. The pain escalated a bit but it was ok. Soon he had three fingers in me but the pleasure was more than enough to discourage the pain. Suddenly he withdrew them. I felt weirdly empty but then I felt something else enter me.
We both moaned loudly. Nissy pushed in slowly. The pain really was unbearable! Soon he was fully inside. The pain started to subside leaving only a feeling of pleasure. He slowly moved into a rhythm, heightening the pleasure. With every movement he brushed that sweet spot inside me. Quickly his movements became thrusts, hitting me hard as he crashed into me.
All too soon it was over. My orgasm hit me with the force of a train. I practically screamed as my body forced it's juice out. Nissy followed soon after. I felt his boy juice fill me up. When we were both spent we fell to a huddle on the floor.
We sat for a moment in a sort of embrace for before Nissy pulled himself out of me.
"Hey," he sighed.
"Ummmm..." I mumbled.
"Think the shower's warm yet?"
I looked at him and laughed.
.:End:.
Pairing: Nissy/Shinjiro
Rating: Adult
Warnings: Explicit descriptions
Summary: Shinjiro is a little surprised by Nissy's sudden questions...
In the time that I'd known known him I never thought he do to me what he did that night.
It's not that I didn't want him to. Man, I so wanted him to. He had been the focus of my more mature dreams and fantasies since the summer we met when I was just sixteen. He was always so happy and energetic. Nothing ever seemed to depress him. If life pushed him down, he'd get up, dust himself off and just continue on.
He'd always been more childish than me, despite being two years older. I guess it's just who he is. That's why it surprised me when he'd spoke to me that day.
For us it was now considered normal to go off and spend a day or two making a music video. It was almost like a routine. We'd get up, dress in casual clothes, wash, hop in the cars, arrive, change into the PV stuff, get a quick rundown on what to do and do it. Simple.
That day it was the PV 'Let it beat!'. It was a real dance-type song, which is where I shine, I guess. I suppose I can sing ok but dancing is really my speciality. I'd known him over a year then so I'd gotten used to his cute little smile and his cute voice. He was his regular self as the shooting began and proceeded. We were on lunch break when we went outside. I was walking around on my own, getting some air when he approached me. His blonde hair was ruffling in the breeze, his usual smile on his face.
"Hey," he said cheerfully.
"Hey," I said back, my stomach beginning it's usual series of back-flips around him.
We stood for a moment in silence, looking over at the others crowded around the lunch table.
"How well do you think you know them?" He asked suddenly.
He was still smiling as he looked at me inquiringly for an answer.
"W-well, I-I guess-" I stammered dumbly. "I guess I know them enough. I don't think I know everything about them but everyone has secrets from people, right?"
He didn't reply but he looked happy with my answer.
I felt like something was wrong. This was way to serious for him. I was about to ask if he was ok but he started first.
"Do you have secrets?"
He was smiling at me again but it was a different smile, a knowing smile.
"Li-like what?" I stammered again.
He shrugged. "I don't know. Maybe about someone you like?"
I didn't answer.
Yes I had a secret. A huge secret. A secret that I had mixed feelings about. I knew I liked him. I liked him a lot. And I like girls too but I don't like them the way that I like him.
"Having a good day?" he asked.
He changed. The seriousness was gone. He was his old self again, smiling cutely.
It thought about what he said the rest of the day. Everyone kept asking if I was ok on the ride home. Even he was concerned, like I was feeling sick or something. I guess he thought it was nothing to do with our earlier conversation.
We got back to the house we all shared. I quickly headed for the bathroom I share with him and Mitsu. I was seriously jealous of Mitsu. He had Nishi practically to himself. They were really close. Everyone in the band thinks that they're an item, despite the fact that they say they aren't. I guess they could be having casual sex with no strings attached because when they disappear for long periods of time they both return with huge smiles on their faces.
I turned on the shower to let it warm up and began stripping off. I guess you couldn't say that I was particularly attractive, maybe when the camera hit me the right way but I really didn't care. I thought I was ok. I had just stripped to my boxers when there was a knock at the door.
"Yeah?" I called.
The voice of Misako Uno, our lead female vocalist, called back.
"Hey, we're going out for a while," she informed me through the door. "You want us to wait for you?"
It was tempting but I'd rather have my shower then lay in bed and watch Naruto or something.
"Nah," I called back. "But thanks."
"Ok, see you later."
I heard her walk away as a stripped off my boxers. I looked at myself in the mirror (after I wiped the condensation from it). I suppose I wasn't so bad looking. I didn't have a six pack or anything like that but I wasn't carrying any extra weight either. I was small and thin with black hair and dark eyes. I was maybe a little runty but my little bubble butt more that made up for that I thought. My... 'equipment' was pretty much ok too. Average size from what I'd seen on the internet. (Pretend you never read that, ok?)
There was another knock at the door.
"What?" I asked.
"Can I come in to brush my teeth?"
My eyes widened. It was him. It was him and there I was standing buck naked looking at myself in the mirror.
"Ah, sure," I called without thinking. "Hang on."
I grabbed one of the towels and tied it firmly around my waist before unlocking the door.
He was standing there in just a pair of comfy shorts with a warm smile on his lips.
"Sorry," he said as I let him in. "I just wanna wash up before I go to bed."
"Oh, ok," I said as I watched him walk to the sink. I could see every detail of his butt in the shorts he was wearing. I'm sure you've seen those animes were characters see someone hot and their nose starts to bleed. Well in real life, the blood in a male goes into something that is not on your face, if you catch my meaning.
I turned away so he wouldn't see the tent forming in the towel.
"I-I thought you were going out," I stammered once again that day.
"Din wanna go," he said with his toothbrush in his mouth. He spit then continued. "I wasn't in the mood. Kinda tired after shooting and everything. So it's just me and you tonight."
He poured mouth wash into his mouth and gargled before spitting it into the sink. He rinsed his mouth with some water then headed for the door but stopped and looked at me.
"You didn't answer my question," he said simply.
"Huh?" I asked before remembering the conversation from before.
"Well, yeah I have secrets," I said in a would be calm voice. "Doesn't everyone?"
He nodded but he still didn't leave. When he spoke next his voice was different and his eyes were staring right into mine.
"What's your secret, Shin?"
I was hit off-guard. I felt my face blush but I didn't move it. His eyes were so beautiful, I didn't want to stop looking into them.
"Am I your secret?" he asked in the same voice.
He walked forward shutting the door behind him. My heart was beating so fast. He was no more than a few centimetres from me. I could feel the heat from his body and smell the mint mouthwash on his breath.
A second later his body was on mine, his chest against mine, his lips on mine. I was frozen with shock. I wanted this for so long but now that it was finally happening I had no idea what to do.
Our kiss broke after a while. I could taste the toothpaste on my lips. His eyes bored into mine as his finger traced the outline of my mouth.
"Is this your secret, Shin?" he asked again. "Because it's mine."
I was ready for the next one. The moment I felt his lips on mine I opened them and allowed his tongue to enter. Our tongues rubbed against each other as they explored the hot caverns. More than once I moaned at the feeling of his skin on mine.
Again our kiss broke. We looked at each other, both panting slightly.
"This is it, Nissy," I whispered. "This is my secret. I want you."
Nissy smiled. "Good. I want you too."
We kissed briefly before Nissy attacked my skin with his mouth. He knew what he was doing. His tongue swiped every sensitive point on my neck before reaching my hard nipples. He took one into his mouth and the out with his finger and thumb. I moaned loudly, extremely glad everyone else had left.
He switched, giving the other nipple the same treatment. He came back up and kissed me hard. I could feel the passion. He too had wanted this for a long time.
He drew apart again as we looked into each others eyes. I knew what he was asking. I nodded.
His hands snaked down my chest to the towel around my waist. Slowly he pulled it open before letting it drop to the floor. My heart missed a beat as Nissy looked . Suddenly I felt embarrassed. I moved my hands to cover myself but Nissy stopped me.
Holding my hands he sank to his knees. Looking right at me he moved forward and took my throbbing erection into his mouth. I moaned loudly as the sudden heat. Nissy knew what he was doing. He knew which way to move his tongue so that it brushed my shaft and sent tingles down my spine. He kissed, licked and sucked every bit of my hardness before once again taking it into his mouth and sucking hard.
I would have came then and there had I not been so determined to do more. Nissy pulled back one final time and came back for my lips. I could taste myself on his lips but I didn't care. Once we broke again I dropped to my knees. I hadn't noticed before the tent in his shorts. It was easily bigger than mine.
I reached into the waistband and pulled. Nissy's own hard dick sprang out. He was bigger than me but not by much. I took a moment to look at him fully before bringing my mouth around his manhood. I tried to do what he did but I knew I wasn't doing such a good job however Nissy still moaned and mewled.
I soon stopped, fearing that I wasn't actually giving him any pleasure. Again we kissed while slowly stroking each other's shaft. We broke apart once more.
There was something I wanted to do. I really did. But I didn't know if he would go for it. To embarrassed to simply ask I walked to the sink, put my hands on it and exposed my bubble butt to Nissy. I think he understood for a moment later I felt his wet finger enter me.
I moaned. It hurt a bit but not much. He inserted a second finger. The pain escalated a bit but it was ok. Soon he had three fingers in me but the pleasure was more than enough to discourage the pain. Suddenly he withdrew them. I felt weirdly empty but then I felt something else enter me.
We both moaned loudly. Nissy pushed in slowly. The pain really was unbearable! Soon he was fully inside. The pain started to subside leaving only a feeling of pleasure. He slowly moved into a rhythm, heightening the pleasure. With every movement he brushed that sweet spot inside me. Quickly his movements became thrusts, hitting me hard as he crashed into me.
All too soon it was over. My orgasm hit me with the force of a train. I practically screamed as my body forced it's juice out. Nissy followed soon after. I felt his boy juice fill me up. When we were both spent we fell to a huddle on the floor.
We sat for a moment in a sort of embrace for before Nissy pulled himself out of me.
"Hey," he sighed.
"Ummmm..." I mumbled.
"Think the shower's warm yet?"
I looked at him and laughed.
.:End:.
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Date: 2011-05-30 04:09 am (UTC)